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Dirty Little Secrets?
 
Here are some of my tales from this cumslut 4 all you other starving members to enjoy... I HOPE YOU DO!
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Leave a message after the tone *BEEP*
Posted:Dec 31, 2008 8:35 pm
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2009 4:06 am
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I turned my mail box off again for a little bit, while I sort out some of the things going on in my life... Please leave a message here and I'll get back to you as soon as I can- thnx

And a special thanx to everyone who votted for me in the frigga blog contest I couldn't have done it with out you

WOW! Now we're on to round 5 where you actually have to write my name on the responces to her blog. I have a feeling I'm not gonna make it through this one, I just checked in and there's a lot of votes for all the other girls! BUt the nice thing is that I can see who's voted for me & thank them each personally Here's the link if you wanna vote- k?
Frigga 2008 Round 5 CLOSED{=}
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The BITCHING Board
Posted:Dec 31, 2008 5:57 pm
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2009 4:07 am
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If for what ever reason you don't like me, I've offended you or you just happen to have something else to bitch about- put it here.

And I'll get back to you as soon as I bloody well feel like it!
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compliments to the......
Posted:Dec 31, 2008 5:51 pm
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2009 4:08 am
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Every lady LUVS to be told how beautiful, wonderful and special she is- Icludding me

So if you're thinking of sending me a quick little complimentary message- piut it here so I can respond to it- k?

As always I do apreciate the ones that go through my email, but I just don't have time to respond to each and every message- though I do read them. So I've made a special place for comments and compliments were they won't get lost in the huricane that is my in box!

And that way I give each person my personal thanx{=}
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Bandito Video *Club* Board
Posted:Dec 31, 2008 5:40 pm
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2009 3:01 am
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I LUV all the wonderful comments everyone makes on my vids, and yes I do check them often to see what cums up

*wink*

Sometimes people like to send me personal messages or sudgestions for my vid- I LUV to hear them, and I always do my very best to make them ones you ask for.

Infact I have a whole new collection of fetish videos I'm gonna do this year! Just to keep everyone well entertained

So if you'd like to drop a personal comment here I will respond to it as soon as I see it- k?

But please try not to send them all to my mail box, because it's alot harder for ME to respond to them- Thnx {=}

btw for the standard members who can not view my vids- I will be Creating discriptive blog entries and adding links to this page so you can at least read about my nasty talents!
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While you're DOWN there????
Posted:Dec 29, 2008 4:30 am
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2011 9:34 am
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When I eat anything weather it's cock or pussy, I start off real slow...
Just a lick and a kiss before I start to get down to business...
(Remember that there a lot of nerve endings in the soft tissue of the upper thigh area) I use that with my cheeks gently brushing them, or lips, hair etc...
To me oral play is more of a dance between the sexuality of two people not just a performance for one persons pleasure, I love to enjoy her tastes, textures and smells while I'm there between her thighs...
Seduce and tease her with only brief moments spent actually on her clit at first...
get her excited and see her juices to flow freely out, a clear dribbling mess from her slit...
Compliment her on a what a beautiful she mess she has made of herself, be for I dip your finger inside and pull out a strand of her sweet inner beauty...
Encourage her to look and down and enjoy the sparkling wetness on my finger as I lick some off of it and use the remainder to lubricate her clit for a nice manual rub...
Enjoy her face and the movement of her hips as she finlay receives a constant touch on the now throbbing and sensitive spot...
Use my other hand to spread her tender lips apart before I Finlay offer my tongue up for service to her needy wet cause, and insert a finger inside her body slowly...
While licking and sucking on the button above use one or two fingers and kinda wiggle them inside her to get some stimulation to the Gs pot...
Bite her clit- softly, and suck on it too with an nice long pull and continue to stimulate her inner walls as I bring one finger from the other hand too inside to fish for lube to continue its path around back to tight little sphincter...
Push on her ass hole to warm it up for penetration and rub her sweet goo all over it too.. if I need more lube grab more from inside her before pushing the finger into her bum...
two hands going in and out and my mouth working overtime on her clit, I'm busy, but take heart... Getting a free hand soon enough bc it is time for the shocker!
Using my right hand, I will make sure it is all well lubed and the ass hole is well worked in, as I take my ring and pinky finger and put them slowly in her ass with the other two fore fingers inside her pussy- THE SHOCKER!
Thrust my entire hand in and out of her body, gently at first, and than build it up in speed and power...
Now one hand can have a break and my mouth can too as I watch my little tricks drive the lady INSANE...
Go wild with excitement as she enjoys the wicked sensation of pleasure rise through her body and them tame it down gradually and get my face back in for more...
Easing up on the shocker focusing on oral, lick suck and nibble as she settles herself back down a bit from the "shock treatment"....
Build her back up again inserting 2 fingers inside her pussy and wiggle them a bit...
To feel a fleshy spot and the front wall facing up to her abdomen, it's large and sponge or at this point could be hard? I find it and begin to message it rapidly with my fingers, this is her Gs pot, I stimulate it well and prepare for a mess...
Playing with that I get it nice and swollen, and resume the shocker again...
By this time about 20- 30 minutes will have passed and she should be nuts about ready blow!
I check her Gs pot and see if it's big enough to explode yet, sometimes I might need to preform more oral or manual b4 it gets to right size, but when it is I'll know bc it will be HUGE...
Now curling my fingers forward to get right on top of the G and pull her entire pelvis up towards me using those two fingers inside her...
BLAST OFF!
The woman will explode in massive gush of fluid!!!!!


So yeah, that's what I do when I'm down there. {=}
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Ch- ch- ch- ch- Changes!!!
Posted:Dec 28, 2008 5:39 pm
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2009 2:57 am
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Hey everyone a New Year is beginning soon, and with that will come a few changes. Both in my life and in my profile/ blog/ group & stuff on this site.

I'll be turning ON my mail box again in early January so I'll be able to receive personal messages once again.

Still I have well over 1000 unanswered messages in my IN BOX and about 1400 in my FILTERED BOX, and I feel just awful about not replying to everyone.

So one of the new changes I'll be making to my profile is a few links to special places for certain messages I get in large abundance.

For example I will have a place for special messages for videos, compliments, and yes one for hate mail too, so all the ass hats who like to judge me can do it right in the open- if they've got the balls???

Ive also made an application type of post for people who want to hook up. This is where you can see what my requirements are and also the kind of information I'd like to get in a message from you.

Hopefully this will cut back on all those one liner 'wanna fk?' messages I 'LUV' sooo much!

This is just my way of staying organized and getting through all the messages I get. It's not that I don't want to get them- I LUV to get them, they make me smile and brighten my day! I just don't want them flooding my IN box all the time- k?
It's takes too long to answer and send all the messages through email than to respond to them all on a posted thread. Besides you're all so great and give me such wonderful feed back and inspiration- I'd love everyone to enjoy it- not just me.


So keep your eyes peeled for the many changes cumming your way {=}
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An **Application** 4
Posted:Dec 27, 2008 1:11 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2011 4:19 pm
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Hi there Welcum to my world {=}

I thought I'd try a little something diffrent to get a bit more out of the 100 emails that flood my box every day!

btw if you're gonna know anything about me, you should know that I LUV to flood my box, but not necessarily with emails

So please have a quick look here and see if we're compatible for a 'date' BEFORE you tell me you wanna fk me- k?

Because I will NOT be responding to anymore 'one liner' emails!

*NOTE* some people may be thinking that I'm being a bossy little bitch by putting this up here. Asking people to respond to questionnaire 'just to get laid' & Hey, maybe you're right? But honest to GOD- I'm so sick of those 'wanna fk?' & 'lets hook up?' things constantly filling my email!

I figured this might be a more effective way to start a dialog?

This 'application' type of thingy- if you're interested in meeting me sometime I suggest you both READ it & RESPOND to it. Than I can have some idea who you are and what you're all about- k?

Qualifications:

LOOKS-
I'm not entirely bent up on looks and stuff. Everyone has something unique about them, but keep in mind that I'm not about to jump into bed with every Tom and Dick who's hairy- k?
So yes you must be some what good looking and some kind of 'shape' to make the grade here.


AGE-
I'm only 28 years old, so I'm not going to have sex with anyone over the age of 50! I love to have friends of all ages but when it comes to sexual encounters, I'm sorry, it's just not gonna happen So if you're 50 or older, lets be friends and keep the 'benefits' as our friendship together- k?
Also if you're under 25- it's probably not gonna happen, but I do make rare exceptions sometimes, as low as 21... BUT IF YOU'RE 18, 19 or 20
sorry big guy!

DISTANCE-
I have 2 young so I can't travel to meet anyone you have to be from my area or willing to 'cum' to me. It's really nice to be offered free trips to Florida, Vegas, Spain, Hawaii, and all those other wonderful places, but I just can't leave my to go off on my own kinky adventures. I hope you understand.

FINANCIAL-
I'm completely broke! I have no money and no car. So if we're gonna meet you'll have to pick me up and cover any expenses of the date. No I don't charge for dates, if you think that's what I'm getting at. I just want everything to be on the level from the get go- you pay or no way!

SAFETY-
Condoms are an absolute MUST! The guy in my videos is my X and we have unprotected sex with each other ONLY! Everyone else is 'fully dressed' for the occasion of anal and vaginal sex. Oral sex is so delicious, I would never spoil it by making a guy where a condom, but for any other points of entry, condoms are a must!

RELATIONSHIPS-
I'm not looking for a relationship! I'm just trying to get out and have some fun, so most of the time I'm a one shot deal. I rarely go out with the same guy twice. With that being said though, if something *sparks* the right way between us, you never know what can happen?

AVAILABILITY-
I'm only available on the weekends. My goes to school through the week and I have to get him to bed and up in the morning, so week nights are a NO GO. Friday and Saturday nights ONLY!

PROFILE-
If I can't see you- I'm NOT INTERESTED! I will not meet anyone with out seeing a pic first! If you don't have on on your profile, send me one attached to an email so I can see YOUR FACE!!!! 'Nice cock but I need to the rest of you too' and that kinda thing

Now if you meet the general criteria, please respond to the following questions either here or in a personal email to me- k?

1. Tell me about me! What on my profile caught your attention, and what do you like about me?

2. Tell me about you! What do you do? Where are you from? What are looking for in life and on line?

3. What's your kink? Do you have a fetish or sexual desire in particular? Something you wanna try or do with me?

4. IF I accepted a 'date' with you, what would be? Where would we go? What would we do?

5. Would you let me video tape our sexual encounter and take pictures? FYI- Vids and Pix are my newest kink, so I'm reluctant to get together with anyone who won't let me 'preserve' and POST the memory!

Thank you for your time and maybe we'll see each other soon? {=}
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ahhhh...... Joey Baby.........
Posted:Dec 26, 2008 12:24 pm
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2009 2:56 am
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Have you ever had one of those people in your life that when you bump into them at random it just shakes you up inside?
Well I have several and I've bumped into one of them today. I can hardly keep my countenance to write about it now because he leaves me so completely shaken every time I see him- I just want to fall into a world of dreams to relive every minute over and expand on new moments together! Ahhhh... Joey.....

Joe is very special person in my life and my sexual development. he's the guy who first had me watch myself have sex in the bathroom mirror one day, he's the guy I was ridding on the high way in the back of an open cab truck one night after work, he's the one guy who my mom actually caught me having sex with in my entire life! Yes it seems that every time we hooked up something amazing would happen!

My hands are shaking even now at the thought of it all.

It was so weird how it happened today. I was shopping with my mom at Walmart. There was a beautiful blond woman shopping with her and I couldn't take my eyes off her. When all of a sudden, out of no where, I heard someone say, "Hi Pamela!" I looked over and saw him smiling at me.
My cheeks flushed.
And I said "oh, hi!" and saw the blond woman walk past him and look right into his eyes. I didn't know if that was his wife or not so I just kept walking as to avoid any kind of confrontation. Plus the fact that my mom was with me and still would have felt uncomfortable talking to him after she had walked in on me ridding him in the TV room all those years ago...


But I wanted to say something. I would have loved to have told him all about how I've written of our antics on line and how many people enjoyed the sex we enjoyed so much at the time!

I know Joey, and as long his identity was safe, he would love for everyone to know about our shit together.

Since I kept on walking away from him, I saw the blond woman walk with her past me and my mom with out Joe???
OMG! Were they NOT together!?! Was he alone? Was he single? Were the hell did he go?
I was elated to see that she wasn't with him in the store. I was so hopping to see him again while I was there.


It was all I could think about.

I'm kinda kicking myself now for not saying more to him than, but it was all so sudden and circumstantial, I had no idea what to say or not say that I just didn't 'say' anything!

If only I had found him some were in the store? If only I could asked him how he was? Was he married? And if I could give my number again, we could have hopefully made it together and made some new memories

GOD that would have been SOOOO GOOD!!!!!

As I said there's not many people in the world that make me feel that way, but I would almost definitely drop anything I was doing just to have him again

These are the stories I've written about JoeThe 1st Time I OPENED My Eyes
401 TRUCK FUKC
Bloopers amp Chokes part 2 caught in the act hope fuly there'll be more to tell soon???{=}
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Just a CUT off the TOP?
Posted:Dec 25, 2008 6:17 pm
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2009 2:55 am
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I just had discussion with my about circumcision. I can't remember exactly how the conversation started, but in essence it was based on the pros vs. cons and the why? vs. why not?
It's such a personal choice I guess, but for me personally, I just don't see the need for it in this day age?

In some religions such as Judaism it is tradition to remove the foreskin at the age of 13.

And back in the 'olden days' it was widely practiced by society as way to keep penile infections somewhat under control.

But now in the days of soap and water, along side medical technology and antibiotics, is it really necessary?

Beside the personal preference of women who 'prefer cut or un-cut' which I find quite ridiculous btw- if it works it works!?! I think it's mostly practiced as a aesthetic type of thing.
Fathers wanting there sons to look like them etc...

It's not my method to contradict anyones decision or opinion on the act of circumcision, far be it from me to tell anyone what to do really.

But for me, I didn't have my 1st born circumcised, and when I was pregnant with my second, my husband and I were at a kind of war about the whole thing. Luckily she was a girl so I didn't have to fight it anymore after she was born.

In explaining the why and why not's tonight with my boy though, I was telling him a lot of the same stuff I told my X when we were 'debating' the procedure.
Why would someone feel the need to do it? Religion or just to make it look a certain way?
Why not have it done? Because it's a painful and unnecessary surgery for a new born that can lead to un wanted and sometimes serious infections. (My cousins was in excruciating pain, with puss & swelling for about 6 months after having it done)

To help him get a sence of it all, I compared it any other unnecessary surgery, tummy tuck, nose job, boob job, whatever? And said that it was an unnecessary risk.

Don't get me wrong- I'm not against plastic surgery. If I had the money to maintain my beauty through the ages with surgical help- I would totally do it!

My point was that if it's a personal choice, shouldn't it be left to the person who's having the surgery?

I see nothing wrong with having it done if that's what someone wants, my issue is with doing it to a poor defenseless baby. So soon after entering the cold bright world... and than lopping of his fore skin!?!

I dunno? As I said it's a very personal thing and I'm not her to pass judgment of tell anyone what to do- I just don't think I'd ever have the heart to hurt one of my intentionally- unless it was absolutely necessary...
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an Xmas EXIT
Posted:Dec 25, 2008 3:40 pm
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2009 4:09 am
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Well at last this Doll will be able to rest easy, knowing that the were thrilled to bits with all their Christmas bobs and goodies

It was a fantastic season, and so worth the price and stresses to have so much happiness spread through out the family As much as I love it, I'm glad it's over... for now. BUt next year will be Awesome!

Yep I'm already getting excited

A fabulous time for joy and giving, my favorite holiday by far, and until next year Christmas, I bid you farewell But you are the one love I will always welcome back in to my heart after leaving me for an entire year! WARNING: Do NOT try this at 'home'

My Christmas was great, I got some really good stuff, and the are still overwhelmed by their bounty of presents.

So until next year, my blog will be running as per usual with the dripping tales of sextacey and anything else that enters my slutty little mind and/ or body

Good by Christmas And I hope yours was as great as mine {=}
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A Resolution Revolutoin!
Posted:Dec 25, 2008 12:22 am
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2009 2:54 am
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January 1st is fast cumming and even though we haven't yet passed Christmas I'm already thinking of the New Year
I love new beginnings, they're the best way to find our 'Happy Endings' And I'm thinking of all the wonderful things I'd love to try, things I'd like to change, and things I'd like to improve in the New Year...

Trying:
1- This year I want to try a whole host of new sexual explorations!
I had my first party in October but I still want to try ad have a real Gang Bang with just me and 4 or more other guys!
2- I want to get double penetrated at least once or twice in the new year too!
3- I want to go to an on site swingers club & a fetish club!
4- I just want to try a lot of new things this year!


Changing:
1- I'd like to change the way I feel about myself, my self consciousness about my body and stuff.
2- I'd like to change the way I deal with stress and anger in my life- be more patient and tolerant sometimes.
3- I'd like to spend more QUALITY TIME with the , not just being together, but doing more fun things together.
4- I'd like to make the necessary changes in my life to get my health issues under control a bit more.


Improving:
1- I want to improve my physical appearance (body) so diet and exercises is a MUST!
2- I want to improve my spanish language skills, speaking, reading and writing.
3- I want to improve on my living situation, get my own place for me and the this year.
4- I want to improve my financial situation and maybe get a job or something, and a car would be nice too...


I dunno there's so many things to do, and a year just doesn't seem enough time sometimes? But these are some of my goals, and I'll take them piece by piece in the hopes that they come true.

I'd love to hear what kinds of things you're all going to try to change, try, and improve this year too?{=}
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OMG! It's almost HERE!!!!!!
Posted:Dec 23, 2008 11:06 am
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2009 4:09 am
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Christmas eve is tommorow and I'm such a geek when it comes to the hoildays- I'm like a great big !
I'm so excited I can harly keep my head strieght, a million things to do and not much time left I just can't wait!

This is my favorite time of the year and Christmas is by far the best day EVER!

There's nothing like it in the whole world!

Seeing the faces as they gaze accross the room at the bounty below, beside, and under the tree... Creeping up onto the sofa and all the way around the arm chair, Christmas is a BIG thing at my house!

My mom goes all out at Christmas, you can never have enough stuff for the and the family Since me and the are living with her and my Dad, there's so much stuff it's astonishing to see it all- I love it!

My mom's an awesome lady, she dose everything for others and nothing for herelf. I get alot of my goodness from my mother I must say.

The best part of Christmas is giving things to ones you love and seeing their faces light up- that's what I live for!

This year I got my a piar of nun chucks, some rubber ninja stars, an akido cd/dvd and a karate suit. My mom got him a PSP gaming system (we didn't know he'd be getting the Wii from school) and a bunch of new games. We got him some new books on Egyptology, Dragons and all that Scienctific kinda stuff (he wants to be a brain surgen when he grows up- lol) so I of course picked up a put together human body complete with skeletal reamains and organs- gross, a 'Trasformers Chess Set' a bunch of new pokemon and chaotic cards, and a pyrimid set that he can dig out real minature sarcophigus' and other mummie apparel, I can't wait to see his face

My 's only around 3, so she's be having the time of her life when she wakes Christmas morning and finds all her goodies under the tree too. I got her 2 Baby Alive Sip n' Slurp dolls (one is blond w blue eyes & the other is dark skinned w brown eyes and black hair- they both really pee btw) There's name are 'Sugar' & 'Spice' A bunch of My Little Ponnies' new puzzles, flip open books, some finger paints, her first 'Play Dough' and an Easy Bake Oven I can't wait to see the mess she makes with all of that!

I'm so excited I can barely string together sentances- this will by no means be my best blog entry

I just wanted to share my joy and excitment with you all as this is the one time of year I AM TRULY HAPPY I really wish you all a Merry Merry Christmas from the bottom of my heart! {=}
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Wii- ii- ii-ii HAAAAA!!!!!!!! What a Merry little Christmas this turning out to be!
Posted:Dec 18, 2008 11:26 am
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2008 10:38 am
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Holy Shit! I just had the most WONDERFUL call from my sons school this afternoon!

WE WON!

Here's the story:

About a week or so ago my came home with a box of chocolate bars (The latest fund raiser for his school) so my Dad took them to work the next day to try and sell some to the guys he works with.
Two days later the box was gone and we sent the money to school with my , just like they asked us to.
And we thought we were done with the hole thing.

That night when my Dad came home from work, he said he wanted my boy to pick up more chocolate bars for him to take because the guys loved them so much and they wanted to buy some more.
Being like most 8 year olds he forgot to get them the next day. So I had to go and pick them up the following day.
While I was there I was talking to the woman in the office a bit, just blah, blah, kind of banter, and of I went...

After the weekend of selling chocolate, Dads guys at work STILL WANTED MORE!?!

So this Monday morning I went back to the school to pick up our 3rd box of chocolate... I saw the same woman in the office. She mentioned that my was selling really well. "most where still working box 1 & 2 and my boy was on his 3rd."
I asked her what was the highest selling was working on, if she knew off hand? She said that the highest in the school so far was working on box 4.
So that got me thinking????
The contest ended Wednesday, and it was already Monday.
The grand Prize for the who sold the most chocolate was a Nintendo Wii.

My 's been asking me for a Wii for about 3 years now, since they first came out. We just can't afford it and he knows that, so he hasn't gotten his hopes up on getting one.

That night I asked my Dad if he thought he could sell that 3rd box I picked up plus another full B4 Wednesday or not?
He laughed an said, "not bloody likely!"
I asked him if he thought he could sell another box at all before Christmas?
And of course he wondered why and I told him how close the boy was to winning, IF we could get the extra bars sold by Wednesday.
He knew he couldn't do it by Wednesday but he thought he could if he had another few days or a week to sell them. The guys were LUVing the darn things!
So I deiced to go out on a limb and lay down some of my own money to purchase another box in advance and have Dad sell it and HOPEFULLY pay me back.

I went to the school, Tuesday morning and paid 80- bucks for another full box of chocolate bars, and grabbed a 5th box just in case. (on spot btw) The woman at the office said the other family was still working on their box 4 as far as she knew, so if we sold anything out of box 5 we'd be in the lead for the Wii.
I went home with the 2 boxes Tuesday.
When my parents came home from work, I told them again how close we were!
Getting more and more excited!
My Dad thought 5 boxes might be hard to sell, my mom agreed to take some chocolate into work with her Wednesday morning to try to make back the money I put out to buy the box.

Wednesday came...
The final day for the chocolate bar money to be in! And you'll never guess what happened???
My caught the stomach bug that was going around the school and spent all Tuesday night through Wednesday morning throwing up! So he was staying home for school that day!
AAAHHHHHHH!!!!
Now not only was is the last day to turn the chocolate bar money in, but it was the day of the schools Christmas pageant!
He was so upset he was going to miss it, because he knew I was planning on taping it and making copies for my family as Xmas gifts.
But he had been up since 2:00am and I was not going to let HIM go to school.
Instead what I did was have him stay home with the neighbor while me and my 3 year old girl trudged out in the snow to get the money to school on time for it be counted for the contest.

I know what you may be thinking, I already paid the fourth box in advance- right?
But I still had the 5th and was not able to put another 80 bucks out of my pocket for anything, much less chocolate bars. So I decided to take out an additional 10 bars and spend another 20 bucks. So 100 dollars total paid out of pocket for chocolate bars... OMG! What was I doing? I thought as I was on the way to school.
I was trying to win the Wii but if we didn't get it and we couldn't sell all these chocolate bars I was really gonna be in the hole!
I dropped off the box, the paid for the extra 10 bars and came straight home to sickly .
The whole way thinking What am I doing? I can't afford this! If he wins it'd be worth the money I lost on anything that didn't sell, but if he doesn't I'm out for NOTHING!
I don't know if you realize, but I'm broke! No car, no house or apartment (the and I live with my parents) No job, No nothing!
So yeah this was not just a risk, but this was A LOT of flipping cash for me to be risking!
But i knew how close we were. I also knew that it was quite possible for someone else to be closer???
Nervous, scared and excited I could hardly sleep last night.
My sick boy was in bed with me, and as we finished reading the 'Spiderwick Chronicles' for the 2nd time I turned to him and said, "tomorrow's the day they announce who gets the Wii at school. Are you excited?"
He groaned and turned away.
"What's wrong hunny?" I asked him, a bit confused.
"Nothing." he said whining at me, I just don't think I'm gonna get it, that's all..."I could tell he didn't want to get his hopes up.
How could I blame him? After 3 years of being told he probably wouldn't get one bc we just couldn't afford it, don't get your get your hopes up. He had done just that.
I felt awful!
I tried to make him realize it wasn't in the budget but I didn't mean he couldn't get excited at the thought of winning one!?!
I explained it to him briefly, and said still not to get too excited but that he had to know that if he did win the school needed to call me so I bring the wagon to the pick up the big box it would be in.

This morning I went over it again with him briefly so that he wouldn't try to carry it home with him, while he walked home with the sitter who brings him back after school.
I left it like that- I didn't want to get his hopes up but I couldn't have him try to bring it home by himself and risk dropping it and possibly breaking it on the way.

As I said I hardly slept night. And I think I've got a touch of the yuckies passed on from my . So when 11:00 am came around I was feeling totally defeated.
Physically exhausted, mentally drained, queasy and a bit of the shakes too for some reason. I decided to lay down, have a nap and regenerate myself.
By this point no call from my 's school had come so I figured someone else had gotten the prize.
So I went to bed feeling like crap for me and my boy too. Wondering if he would be upset after school when he came home, or even mad at me for getting his hopes up?
Just B4 1 in afternoon the phone on my night table rang. I thought it was my X who was off for the day, I had called him and asked him to call me at 1 so I could finish wrapping the presents that were out on the table.
It wasn't him.
It was the school office and we had WON the Wii!

The woman said he was so excited- I'm ecstatic and can't wait to get it home!
I have no idea what it comes with or if it has a game with it- but we have it and I'm so happy for my boy!
I'm thinking instead of taking the back the money for the chocolate bars, I'm gonna give to him so he can buy a few new games for the system.

And there's still quite a few left- would you like to buy one?
j/k

Merry Christmas- 'yep it sure IS!'
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