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Making up.  

iedude00 37M
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9/12/2011 2:08 pm
Making up.

My GF and I broke up about 6 months ago. We had a huge fight 2 months after and we said some things to each other and stopped being friends. Well last week we finally started talking a little again. We said our apologies and are basically friends again. We never talked about how bad she treated me when she left me, and as far as I was concerned it was all done and over with. It's the past. I forgave her and moved on. We talked about what we've been up to the last 6 months our dating woes since we broke up. She just started seeing someone else blah blah blah. Well last night we were talking on the phone and then out of the blue she basically poured her heart out saying how sorry she was and she feels so horrible, guilty, and hurt. She said she's been really emotional since we started talking again. The guy she left me for ended up treating her bad and then using her and then leaving her for his ex. Which I warned her about and that's why we had a huge fight. But I know her very very well since we were together for over a year, and I know she wants to get back with me. I kinda wish I could , but it's amazing when you think you might be over some one and have moved on they come back into your life and those feelings start to kind of come back. Even if you thought they were gone and you were so hurt you thought you'd never feel those things again. A lot of me misses her and what we had. She was the first long term relationship I had that lasted that long. We were so alike it was uncanny, we'd finish each other's sentences. Had the same opinions about things, we never fought, we liked the same things, talked about the same things, we were basically copies of each other. I think that's why it's so hard to kind of let that go. I think I kind of had that realization this morning. Evidently she feels the same way since she told me that stuff on the phone. I don't know it's just a lot to reflect on. Call this babbling, but. It's like, all the other relationships I've been in I've never felt the way I did with her. I know I'm young, but seriously if we had been together longer. I'm pretty sure we would have gotten married. I think that's another reason since we actually talked about it and our future together, , education, things like that. My mind just went in a thousand different directions today.

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